Everybody look to me like I want to die (Who am I) I never really took the time to save our lives (Who am I) I want to sit back and watch our lives go by (Who am I) If you're okay then I'll be okay this time (Who am I) I'm unbreakable I want you to know what was on my mind If you want to get to know me All you have to do is look through me Look through my brain Cause I don't know where it is If you find a reason That will run the risk Of getting to know me And I don't want you to look through me I'm too silhouetted to even know me I'm too opaque to even know me I don't even care about the game But I know it's time to go now I don't even want to sound lame But I know I run this show December is the name that will be on the playlists Next to everyone that's huge (Its true) Everybody look to me like I want to die (Who am I) I never really took the time to save our lives (Who am I) I want to sit back and watch our lives go by (Who am I) If you're okay then I'll be okay this time (Who am I) I'm the drum still keeping the beat of a scarred heart I'm the son still seeking the head from a dark star Never one for convention or bringing guns to contention Loaded questions for the things I never wanted to mention Like what do you do when you left the door open and you're hoping that you'll find the stength but time's running out? Let it slip away like your family and freinds? Couldn't stand it again? Weak in the knees? Mines buckled down Stuck in the fall but it was you who changed colors, dawg Where were you when I spent days in bed? A stop-loss Coin toss Put our bond up for sale Then you turned tail so you could save face, I guess I grab my soul and I'm dusting it off I pledge this Could pull the dreamers from the grave, I bet Yeah, I'll never find a start on my back So you won't catch me sleeping till I'm laid to rest Everybody look to me like I want to die (Who am I) I never really took the time to save our lives (Who am I) I want to sit back and watch our lives go by (Who am I) If you're okay then I'll be okay this time (Who am I) My mind only seems to be half past fine Thinking about past time, the peace times Never think about all the fucked up lines Cause the clock only seems to be half past nine Yeah, they crack smiles but the smiles cracked the black past It hurts first but I hope you can laugh last Pass time til the corpses stand still Pass on all the warmth you can't feel Everybody look to me like I want to die (Who am I) I never really took the time to save our lives (Who am I) I want to sit back and watch our lives go by (Who am I) If you're okay then I'll be okay this time (Who am I) My mind only seems to be half past fine Thinking about past time, the peace times Never think about all the fucked up lines Cause the clock only seems to be half past nine Yeah, they crack smiles but the smiles cracked the black past It hurts first but I hope you can laugh last Pass time til the corpses stand still Pass on all the warmth you can't feel

big city lights in my open head just to let you know i cant be fed show me what its like to be famous i wanna know cause im taking names, yes and if you had a single doubt ill show you what this games about take you up to the stars tonight i know how to make lines i know how to make rhymes too many bars isnt enough rappers complaining about this stuff like i dont get how to write this shit let someone else do it while i get lit ill tell you how to break the game up take it to the sky while i light this thing up big city lights in my open head just to let you know i cant be fed show me what its like to be famous i wanna know cause im taking names, yes and if you had a single doubt ill show you what this games about take you up to the stars tonight cause theres never been a rapper quite like me me and this pen has some chemistry my work wont make it to the radio but i guess that just goes to show that nobody can handle this road nobody knows where to go nobody can swim in my flow and i just wanna tell you everyone thinks they know me but they dont i wanna go on home but i wont ill never stop fighting ill never stop writing big city lights in my open head just to let you know i cant be fed show me what its like to be famous i wanna know cause im taking names, yes and if you had a single doubt ill show you what this games about take you up to the stars tonight since 93 ive been thinking beats i dont know what youd do without me face the crowd is what we started as december is what we'll finish as grew up in a small town but i need to switch big city dreams thats my niche take the time to read the mind take advice aside the time they got hands on me as if im a clock body on the ground someone grab the chalk they got eyes on me as if im a hawk but this movement will get them to flock i got shark teeth but the style of a meeseeks i heard what youve been saying and it reeks

i saw you by the shore just last night wearing that dress i like in white it was just a dream but thats alright it was just a dream a parasite was i too late? i dont know how to tell you that i dont know the words to say like that i dont know how to save us like that i wish i had the right light wish i had the right time i wanna find a way to go way back dont know how to bring the bae back i wanna find a way to go way back wanna find a way to the bring the day back i saw you by the shore just last night wearing that dress i like in white it was just a dream but thats alright it was just a dream a parasite was i too late? i wanna take back all the break backs wanna know how to bring the bae back i wanna know how to take the time back back to the day back to the day back to the day that we got together back when we thought that we'd last forever back to the time that we laid together back to the time that we rode together i saw you by the shore just last night wearing that dress i like in white it was just a dream but thats alright it was just a dream a parasite was i too late?

do you hate me or do you love me cause i cant find the right sounds inside my head do you miss me are you tired of me cause i am exhausted of the thoughts inside my head do you resent me or do you accept me cause i cant find the right sounds inside my head do you hate me or do you love me cause i cant find the right sounds inside my head i miss the cheap dates and i miss the royals i miss the time that we would spend you and i do you hate me or do you love me cause i cant find the right sounds inside my head do you miss me are you tired of me cause i am exhausted of the thoughts inside my head i wanna take back all the break backs cause i miss the breath that would rain down on me do you hate me or do you love me cause i cant find the right sounds inside my head do you miss me are you tired of me cause i am exhausted of the thoughts inside my head

i dont really understand where im supposed to go with this but i wanna know i wanna know who i am i dont wanna come down dont wanna fall down kind of like it up here on these strange heights these clouds they fill my soul with disbelief black clouds they fill my soul its such relief these strange heights i dont really understand where im supposed to go with this but i wanna know i wanna know who i am i dont wanna come down dont wanna fall down kind of like it up here on these strange heights im filled with such strange air cant comprehend i cant compare but i dont really care i dont really understand where im supposed to go with this but i wanna know i wanna know who i am i dont wanna come down dont wanna fall down kind of like it up here on these strange heights

im a paper weight that you can take away put me on a dusty lay for me to fade away i am sleepless and i dont wanna feed this i dont really need this but i want to need this same red lights same desination same old bed same old head same masturbation same aspirations i dont really need this but i wanna need this oh dont you see i really need your heart tonight oh dont you see i really need you tonight im a paper weight that you can take away put me on a dusty lay for me to fade away i am sleepless and i dont wanna feed this i dont really need this but i want to need this maybe i just drink too much maybe i just miss your touch im a hollow shell rag doll oh dont you see i really need your heart tonight oh dont you see i really need you tonight im a paper weight that you can take away put me on a dusty lay for me to fade away i am sleepless and i dont wanna feed this i dont really need this but i want to need this

ive been waiting for the right time just to say the right line just to stand in the right light i just wanna say right now we have had our problems i know but everybody had their problems i just wanna try to solve them ive been waiting for the right time just to say the right line just to stand in the right light if i had just one wish i would wish for all of this to just disappear

Ill stop when ive ran out of every single rhyme ran out of every single line ran out of every bit of time of my time and dont you wanna dance like we used to when we were younger cigarettes on our breath tonight make it up as we go i dont wanna forget every trip every song screaming to the tops of lungs tonight my bags full of shooting stars lovely time were having tonight put you down in my memoirs lovely time were having tonight and i dont wanna forget every trip every song well ride to the moon like Armstrong well take out time and ride the night and ill love those stars enough i loved those stars enough stand by the gates stand by the gates stand by the moon stand by the lakes tonight Ill stop when ive ran out of every single rhyme ran out of every single line ran out of every bit of time of my time and dont you wanna dance like we used to when we were younger cigarettes on our breath tonight make it up as we go i dont wanna forget every trip every song screaming to the tops of lungs tonight

I guess im okay cause thats what you wanna hear

they say that the pain it changes you but i didnt wanna know what it changed in me my veins have all ran cold my teeth have all rotted out i swear if i get out this rut ill just return back to it the truth is im never gonna know what to say the truth is im stuck in a place that ill never know ive never known how am i supposed to be happy when i share the same sky share the same moon as you i want to rip my bed to shreds i want to rip my heart out of my chest throw it out the window hope i never see it again cause im so lost so goodbye the truth is im never gonna know what to say the truth is im stuck in a place that ill never know ive never known how am i supposed to be happy when i share the same sky share the same moon as you so goodbye

am i a psycho i just dont know i hear the echos razor blade dreams seem to meet at the seam if you want to come with me then by all means meet in my car hotboxed with fumes exhausted exhausted exhaust fumes theres no wounds nothing to see write my last song play it on CD listen to it while i slowly fade to a dream smoke me up and run it through my bloodstream bed time bed time need a little head time red time red time need a little less time razor blade dreams is all i need in my dreams concrete nose bleed ive exhausted all my options ive vaulted all my losses im lost and uncontrolled my last resort will unfold am i pyscho i just dont know i hear the echos ive been avoiding people cause i dont want them to see me in this state how could i be so lost when it seems like i know where im going how could i be so lost when it seems its my life im controlling how could i be so lost the paths the same every day how could i be so lost the lights have all blown out in me how could i be this lost how do i find myself why do i hide myself am i psycho i just dont know i hear the echos

dont you wanna help the pain with me tonight dont you wanna see the stars with me tonight dont you wanna taste the medicine with me tonight dont you wanna dont you wanna end it all with me tonight take these pills to make it work with me tonight dont you wanna cruise this road with me tonight dont you wanna i just wanna know how i am inside me i just wanna know why im right behind me i just wanna know why i cant catch me cant take this pain need to remind me that im destructive i am deadly i am lethal cant be contained while i am here though i am toxic i am evil detrimental experimental dont you wanna help the pain with me tonight dont you wanna see the stars with me tonight dont you wanna taste the medicine with me tonight dont you wanna dont you wanna end it all with me tonight take these pills to make it work with me tonight dont you wanna cruise this road with me tonight dont you wanna

im trying to figure out who im gonna be this weekend i wanna be fun and i want to be bleak and i wanna watch youtube stay inside just me a lube try on different clothes this week and get ready to find my persona this weekend cause who i am aint gonna be who i am this week and im trying to figure out who i am gonna be this weekend wanna be fun but i wanna be bleak and i am nothing to me but i wanna be something to you i guess if you love something let it go i wanna forget how to let you go cause i am nothing to me tonight but i wanna be something to you tonight yeah i guess i got a little off track yeah i dont know how to go way back wanna find the little things that used to spark me up wanna find the little things that used to keep me on track i dont know you you dont know me i just wanna go back to the way it used to be i wanna change my tongue so i dont say things like i used to say i wanna trade mind with someone who didnt have to feel this i wanna find the right path back to you but i guess if you love something let it go i wanna forget how to let you go cause i am nothing to me tonight but i wanna be something to you tonight

im dead wrong or maybe im just wrong and youre the reason that im dead wrong or maybe im just wrong and im the reason that im sit down and try to make it out make it out alive these bars they hold me back but they seem to lack these insecurity's that i have longed for bringing out the wrong me taking out whats left of me now ill try to make it up to you cause i know thats what we need but i cant promise you these things im dead wrong or maybe im just wrong and youre the reason that im dead wrong or maybe im just wrong and im the reason that im the world gets a little colder before the winter holds her but it doesnt have to be this way just say what you need to say just draw a path come closer dont loose your way come closer you had a dream now hold her this is the way its supposed to be ill try to make it up to you cause i know thats what we need but i cant promise you these things im dead wrong or maybe im just wrong but i cant promise you these things or maybe im just wrong but i cant promise you these things ill try to make it up to you cause i know thats what we need but i cant promise you these things im dead wrong or maybe im just wrong

it seems like i am on the road for way too long it seems like i dont work hard enough on these songs but i wanna work on these words wanna work hard on these words try to make up for the shit that i put you through so i guess ill let you go cause i dont deserve the girl you wrote ill lock myself behind these walls we used to be everything that you wanted to be we used to be up there on that big screen and i wish we could go back to the way that it was i just want you to know that every time i look outside its snowing here and i wish we could go back im so sorry for the shit that i put you through i dont know the words to say or what to do it seems like i am on the road for way too long it seems like i dont work hard enough on these songs but i wanna work on these words wanna work hard on these words try to make up for the shit that i put you through so i guess ill let you go cause i dont deserve the girl you wrote ill lock myself behind these walls im so sorry for the shit that i put you through i dont know the words to say or what to do its snowing here no i dont know what to do

if you got ambitions go ahead and get them off your chest thats the only way you will ever get out of this stress i dont even really care about the game i just really wanted everyone to remember my name if you got ambitions go ahead and get them off your chest maybe this beat is too soft to rap over i couldnt get through this album sober if you got ambitions go ahead and get them off your chest i have changed a lot i dont even care about the game i just wanted everyone to remember my name if you got ambtiions go ahead and get them off your chest

i wonder where you are now? taking trips with somebody else now? i wonder where you are now? singing with somebody else now? laughing with somebody else now? riding with somebody else now? things havent really been the same since that summer its a bummer such a bummer wanna travel with you again standing outside on the roof top of the roof top stars drop on the roof top tonight i wonder where you are now? taking trips with somebody else now? i wonder where you are now? singing with somebody else now? laughing with somebody else now? riding with somebody else now? things havent really been the same since that summer cant we just have another i just wanna have another with you tonight travel off every weekend we can scream to tops of our lungs tonight

run away thats what they say but i believe in you and me im sick of these voices in my head sick of these demons that i fed sick of these dark thoughts in my head sick of this lost life that i led looking for an opening i cant get myself out of my bed its 3pm again and i cant get out of my bed theyre rambling gambling knocking my head up against the wall again and i wanna get out of this bed but i am tied down locked down knocking me back down in these sheets again and im sick of these voices screaming at me sick of these demons screaming at me sick of this life screaming at me i dont wanna deal with this anymore im tired of these voices sick of these voices in my head out of my body experience delirious conspiracy screaming at me to get up maybe i need some therapy ripping myself out of my beds but my skin is sown in these sheets i can get up no problems thats what i scream inside of me i look over at the clock and its 5pm and the thoughts of trying again tomorrow fill my head so i get comfy in my bed but no i can do this no problem rip myself out of my bed im finally free of the grips of these demons inside of me not gonna deal with this anymore im tired of these voices sick of these voices in my head

youre a shooting star dont let it go out dont let it fade out youre the brightest star wont let it go out wont let you fade out youre a shining flame dont let it burn out wont let you fade out is this all we have left just the tip of the flame its making me go insane and i dont want this to be it cause i wont stay in your chains ive broken the pain tonight broke a little bit of my heart off for you broke a little bit of my lungs off for you taking tonight to really settle in with these new hot thoughts of mine got a little plan in the works my tongue is going at a million miles thoughts are racing heart it racing reflections facing mirrors breaking youre a shooting star dont let it go out dont let it fade out youre the brightest star wont let it go out wont let you fade out got a little plan in the works tonight hot shot blocked thoughts need a little shot shot get the mind going at a million miles writing down the daily thoughts rhyming up the daily thoughts blocked blocked still need a shot shot gonna get this out gonna get this clout starting writing page after page yeah the trash cans full it seems that my mind is also full laid in bed for a couple of hours gotta get me up gotta keep me up not gonna let this stay in me gotta get me up gotta keep me up got a million lines gotta make them work cause i am shooting star dont let it go out dont let it fade out youre the brightest star wont let it go out wont let you fade out look'a here its finally here finally over the problems of making it work in here finally got it out finally got it out finally made it out finally got it out lost track of time for a couple of years and i didnt even know if i would make it out of here finally over the problems of making it work in here finally took these songs im making them run in here song after song prolonged but im headstrong took long enough i guess but i am finally over the problems of making it work in here took off the makeup and red nose looking like a fool opposed i suppose scare scrow scaring off the antagonist imagine this every single song on this bang bang its a hit imagine it shooting star dont let it go out dont let it fade out youre the brightest star wont let it go out wont let you fade out

my colors still blue but thats okay now i fought those demons i drowned those demons i loved those demons but i guess i dont need them now took the time to realize took the time to analyze my colors still blue but thats okay now i fought those thoughts i drowned those thoughts i loved those thoughts but i guess i dont need this now took the time to realize took advice aside the time my colors still blue but thats okay now